Dear Well Wishers,
Your love surrounds me with a
constant flow of good energy, and I am so grateful to you far and near.
Unfortunately, I had a very
serious reaction near the end of my first round of chemo because of a missing
enzyme that does not allow my body to properly process the chemo’s poison, and
I took a real beating. Fortunately, I am
starting to rebound and we’ll see if I can begin to take in real food after over
a week without it. Then a new round of experimentation
begins. It all makes me think of this
poem:
THE
SELFISHNESS of THE SICK
--Beth
Joselow
The
selfishness of the sick is enviable.
They
can have anything they want
they
think, and so they make demands.
All
is forgiven in caves
no
one else wants to enter.
They
are bathed by strangers,
gently
held while their pillows
are
fluffed and rearranged. They
are
served all of their meals and get
exactly
what they ask for.
They
eat, they drink, they drowse
on
so much love, on painkiller,
dreaming
of the old world
where
they can
walk
to what they want, unassisted.
Beth Joselow
Gabi, Gabi, I am only going to think good thoughts. I will quote Lily at 5: "I lov yu so much i thnk i ixplod. Heide
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